5.11am.

pictures from adam's party here. 'twas a good time in all ways relating to adam's awesome hospitality, as it always is. plenty of people I was glad to see. I've been somewhat apathetic towards life as of late, and expressed some desire to stay home, but I'm glad I went, even if nick bitched at me for half the ride home for making him leave and then fell asleep for the other half of the ride. :/

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other parts of my life are, in some ways, just a blur. days come and go, and sometimes I get things done, or go to classes, and sometimes I'll end the day in a unbreakable funk, and if we get in a fight, nick says that we're shit and maybe we need to break up, and we're stuck in this wretched bedroom constantly together, and perhaps people aren't meant to be able to take that. but perhaps I should be happier than I have been. of course, nick says I'm unhappy because I have no friends. because I am a picky bitch, I suppose. this is becoming far more of a rant than should be allowed in the public realm, I suppose. and since I don't have any friends, it'll all be nick's friends reading this and then they'll hate me. whoo hoo. if you're reading this, feel honored, 'cause I'm sure it'll all get deleted.

and now I'm going to go to sleep, in my apartment that I'm only living in because it's free rent. because I don't do anything but mooch and sleep and cry! :(