9.07am
Friday
16 December 2005

and I wish I could save her
from all their delusions
all the confusion
of a nation
that starves us for salvation
but clothing is the closest approximation

to god

and He only knows
that drugs are

all we know of love

I love you guys. So many of you have sent me little waves of comfort and affection, and it has meant the world to me. Without the knowledge that you guys are here for me, I probably would have ended up wrapping people in carpets, lighting them on fire and throwing them off bridges last night.

Instead I cried one last time.

I swear to god, however, if any of you assholes is thinking about falling in love with me, I humbly request that you reconsider. I have a terrible habit of breaking boys' souls. I would love to have more fun flirtations without emotional involvement, but don't you dare get attached, and don't you dare let me hurt you.

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