Live
never to be
ashamed if anything you do
or say is published  
around the world --
even if
what is published
is not true.
--Richard Bach, Illusions
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listening | Tori Amos, Foo Fighters, Ani Difranco MP3's | work on your own MP3's |
watching | The Matrix tomorrow night on ION | everyone says it's the best movie ever. Go see mine. |
reading [for fun?] |
Illusions: The Adventures of a Reluctant Messiah | Richard Bach is an amazing author. |
thinking | maybe I'll write something | Diaryland! |
surfing | interesting things | Alex Massie's story |
also... | I miss my friends | but not my school |
"John Galt spent years looking for it.
He crossed oceans,
and he crossed deserts, and he went down into
forgotten mines,
miles under the earth.
But he found it on the top of a mountain.
It took him ten years to climb that mountain.
It broke every bone in his body, it tore the skin
from his hands, it made him lose his home, his name, his love.
But he climbed it.
He found the fountain of youth, which he wanted to bring down to men.
Only he never came back."
"Why didn't he?" she asked.
"He found
that it couldn't be brought down."
--Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged
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listening | rockabye rockabye baby rockabye baby that is me |
buy some tickets, maybe you'll get lucky and learn what song I'm talking about. |
watching | shit. don't follow my example, kids. | Of course, if you want to get addicted, don't blame me. |
reading [for fun?] |
Lord of the Rings: Return of the King | Only 10 months left... |
thinking | it's been a long time since I was here, eh? it only becomes a priority when there are a thousand other things I also desperately need to work on |
like writing the code for this. I wish I were a smarter CS major |
surfing | not as much lately | but I still love jo |
also... | I'm going to NYC! | 'Cause everyone's my friend in New York City |
every
tool
is a weapon
if  
you
hold it
right
--ani
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listening | love songs | if we sleep together will you be my friend forever?  the love I was givin' you was... never in doubt where you lead I will follow   is it alright if I swear to you without a sound? |
watching | the outdoors | but um, I can't really link to the outside. If you wanna go, you'll have to take yourself there on your own.   |
reading [for fun?] |
my girl Sylvia | because I'm a sucker for pretty little books |
thinking | that I don't mind being back to school if the   weather will stay |
it was beautiful here too, though |
surfing | slowly | but everyday-- still stopping at Bad Hair Days, as per usual |
also... | NYC was awesome | this link will give you pictures in a few days... |
"John Galt was a millionaire, a man
of inestimable wealth. He was sailing his yacht one night, in the mid-Atlantic
fighting the worst storm ever wreaked upon the world,
when he found it.
He saw it in the depth, where it had sunk
to escape the reach of men.
He saw the towers of Atlantis shining on the bottom of the ocean.
It was a sight of such kind that when one had seen it, one could
no longer wish to look at the rest of the earth. John Galt sank his ship
and went down with his entire crew.
They all chose to do it. My friend
was the only one who survived."
"How interesting."
He chuckled at her brusque departure. Dagny asked coldly,
"What's the joke?"
"The joke's on that fool woman. She doesn't know that
she was telling you the truth."
--Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged
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listening | rain songs | I can't go outside, I'm afraid I might not make it home |
watching | the insides of my eyelids... | well, now I'm just being silly |
reading [for fun?] |
Infinite Jest | I know someone who is exchanging emails with the dazzling man himself |
thinking | that I am too adamant a procrastinator to remain CS much longer |
pick a major for me! |
surfing | with Opera's load of bookmarks-- I could spend years exploring it all |
get your own load of time-wasters! (if you're a cool Linux kid) |
also... | those pictures still aren't up, eh? | you could rifle around in here? |
Your only
obligation in any lifetime
is to be true to yourself.
Being true to anyone else or
anything else is not only
impossible, but the
mark of a fake
messiah.
--Messiah's Handbook, Reminders for the Advanced Soul
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listening | godspeed you black emperor! 'hung over as the over in maida' |
got the idea from their top 40 most important people making music right now. Who's gonna argue with my Thom as the top? |
watching | Jerri's ass get booted! | too bad the show sucks and I hate it, and I definitely wasn't cheering like a mad woman when she admitted her checkmate. I definitely don't go to their shitty website either. |
reading [for fun?] |
about quidditch and lethifolds (which, thanks to my reading, I can tell you are more frequently referred to as Living Shrouds) |
confused? |
thinking | about smiles, tears, and cantaloupe. I'm pretty sure I like all of them. |
an example: I like crying in movies |
surfing | squishy [Note, 7.24.01: squishy no more] |
I got taught how to sweep when I worked at Zanzare, years and years ago or for something more typical: tiny wooden hands! or for a learning experience: have some val day [Thus, none of these links work anymore. Sorry, kids, you missed out!] |
also... | it's early! | (or is it late?) |
be still
my heart
engine turning over, won't you start?
  and guess who's come to tear me all apart?
be still my heart
just read those eyes,
trembling lips, and carborator sighs
even though I know they're telling lies
be still my heart
--Mirah, Engine Heart
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listening | to Revelling and Reckoning, of course. | even though ani's wrong: math can too take you there |
coveting | an A in 2130, some cinnamon toast crunch, my very own pony, and many other things |
idea stolen from an bei's pretty new page |
reading [for fun?] |
Inked Over, Ripped Out | a random purchase from the Strand's 8 miles of books |
thinking | about going to Athens this weekend with Ean and Sam | 'cause Ean promised me a case of Smirn Office! (learn how to subtract before you go there, though, kids) |
surfing | stee. the Robert Downey humor king. | "You know what? I'm erasing you from my speed-dial because I don't deserve to be your friend, you're just that goddamn motherfucking titty-sucking cool." |