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thursday, september 7, 2006.

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pless student lounge

Today has been somewhat difficult and I am suddenly very angry w. the rapid passing of time and the slow advance of my progression toward anything.

I have read a decent bit, stressed tremendously about classes and about money, eaten rather well after the first few days, wandered a significant amount. The prospect of having responsibilities and assignments flood at me—I feel unprepared and worried, though it will certainly result in "accomplishment," the recollection of myself in previous like phases is almost like a murky cloud about to descend.

I have been so happy (hedonistic?) for so long that maybe I will find a way to be pleased by the feeling of being buried.

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