17 April 3.28am
listening: to emily and amy.
Whose angel are you anyway?
I could go crazy on a night like tonight...
munchin: a tall, cold glass of milk, and a big ol' pile of chips ahoy!s
about to start reading: a book that I got to knock off my wishlist, thanks to my favorite perpetrator of randomness! Hehe, you can nag him to be random to you too, but I think that defeats the purpose.
coveting: the same things that aggie does: "i want someone to write me beautiful, someone else to write me sexy, a third someone to write me completely loveable and totally unleavable."
avoiding thinking about: the fact that ani played in Athens tonight without me, the fact that school is going to be over in 3 weeks. I feel as if I've been living in this room for an eternity of change. It was an unbelievably different girl that walked in here only eight months ago.
unable to stop thinking about: a wonderful, beautiful boy who walked into my life less than three weeks ago and yet has changed it unalterably.


I hate this chair. I sit in it probably 75% of my waking hours (shut up! I know my waking hours are not as significant a portion of my day as they should be!) and I usually keep my desk semi-cleared off so as to keep these pretty legs up and my back in this curvy position, but on days when either a) my desk is unable to be located under the et cetera, or b) I'm wearing a skirt/dress thing that falls down to my hips when I put my legs up, that is not the preferred position. Well, I'm sure John and Suzanne wouldn't mind per se-- well, actually. I think Suz would. But! the point is, I'm still on my summer celebration, and my back hurts.


About to register for classes tomorrow. (Today. In 5 hours!) Excited about a whole metric fuckton of CS classes. Ha! And Jim is too still teaching 2200 in the fall, John Shaw!




jedi102580 (1:45:46 AM): you've been drinking beer?!
KarlDaPimp (1:46:37 AM): Not all the time, but occasionally
jedi102580 (1:47:02 AM): I thought you never wanted to do that
KarlDaPimp (1:47:40 AM): It was almost 2 years ago that I had said something to that effect
jedi102580 (1:47:59 AM): nah, you said something like that less than a year ago
jedi102580 (1:48:10 AM): but whatever
KarlDaPimp (1:48:33 AM): Even if it was just more than a year ago, that's a long time...
KarlDaPimp (1:52:49 AM): I don't really know why I didn't want to drink at all a year ago... I guess you know as well as anyone that I've changed some since then

But I didn't know that. And while I would love to be one of those people who's all, 'We loved, thank you, you enhanced my life, now go, prosper...,' in general, I'm much more: 'We didn't work out, now you need to not exist.' Especially if you've kissed all my bestest girlfriends! Or thought about it. Seriously.

But, alas, all that talking with emotional subtext (Oh, how easily the subtext gets in there when I'm typing! I think my typing fingers are inextricably linked to my subconscious.) has worn me out. And so, alas, I go to sleep, with my fingers crossed that I won't dream any more dreams of socialite mothers and wedding invitations. They're creepy, man!